33. A W A Y ...

A W A Y ...

Let me go far away,

                    away from your thoughts,

                                            thoughts of your love,

                                                                     love which hurts,

Hurts which are within my heart,

                                       heart which was once yours,

                                                                 yours heart which was never mine,

Mine was only those dreams,

                              dreams about our relationship,

                                                         relationship which you destroyed,

Destroyed within moments,

                         moments of trust,

                                           trust which already lost,

                                                                        lost in memories,

Memories of our love story,

                        love story where I struggled,

                                                    struggled for dying,

Dying in your hope,

                    hope that you will return,

                                               return to my life,

                                                                  life for me means you,

                      

                         You are already gone far away,

                                                             away from my fate.

So let me go away …

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30. Please Understand ...

Please Understand ...

Oh my Lover, Oh my Heart, Oh my soul,

Please understand, please understand.

How do I tell you, how is the time of disquieting,

It’s only you, what the fiddly road of heart is wanting.

Please understand, please understand.

Many times I tried to say, but can’t say to you my love,

Believe it or not on me, but I always maintain your trust.

When you will see within my heart, you will found only your face,

If you tried to love someone else, then that love will be never success.

I didn’t able to understand that, is this love or a crime,

I got the punishment for loving you, what the actual faults of mine.

The days passed with your memories, and nights are for your blessings,

Nobody knows my dear, what kind of situation I am facing.                                                        

Oh my Lover, Oh my Heart, Oh my soul,

Please understand, please understand.

How do I tell you, how is the time of disquieting,

It’s only you, what the fiddly road of heart is wanting.

Please understand, 

  please understand ...

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29. Tree Of LOVE ..

Tree Of L O V E ...

A tree of LOVE we had planted ever,

It was good if it gives fruit,

But it’s Okay that it won’t gave even a flower.

It’s Okay that nothing has happened,

It’s Okay that nothing has made,

It’s Okay that I didn't got anything,

It’s Okay that nothing was left with me.

It’s my life, with the weird roads …

Even I called you, thought and missed you.

But you didn't felt it good,

You didn't believe on my aptitudes.

I thought that you are stinging, I do wheedling.

But, now your squint is grumpy from me …

It’s Okay if I didn't laugh,

It’s Okay if anything would not make.

It’s Okay if we will never meet,

It’s Okay if nothing will leave.

It’s my life, with the weird roads …

Why did I felt most of time that you are the path and I was the stranger?

An uncompleted song’s one part was you and I am another.

Whenever I saw you a thought came that you are made for me,

And we had to meet but didn't we.

It’s our life, with the weird roads …

Now I learned to accept every sorrow and tears,

In each race and each situation I will smile without fear.

If its sorrow then too I will not halt,

I have to live so I will not stop.

It’s Okay if this life will not give me any happiness,

It’s my life, with the weird roads … 

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27. Scared of Separation ...

Scared of Separation

Yes my heart scared of separation, however I didn't scare from death,

And if I scare then I won’t love you my soul-mate ...

I can’t live alone, everything seems darken,

Life is a different thing and living is different.

My heart tried to scared me enough, but I won’t believe on it,

And if I scare then I won’t love you my soul-mate ...

The season of sadness is not moving,

Wound of memories is not satisfying.

Night like mountain is not passing,

A day like river is not floating ...

The sun came in my dream; blade of sun-rays was in his hand.

Just to destroy my heart, with a rock the moon came.

How will I spend my life?
Where I am unable to spend a moment?
                   And if I scare then I won’t love you my soul-mate ...                                           

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25. I Smiled and Cried too ...

 I Smile and Cried too ...

In your LOVE, Oh my love,

 I smiled and cried too.

I endure happily all the pain,

Though I smile and cried too.

You didn't know the condition of my heart,

One pain has raised and shattered in parts.

I was silent ...

Just for the sake of pain.

Even I smile and cried too.

The heart burned with a fire,

It’s rained whenever dropped tear.

I was mad ...

like the cloud,

 Though I smile and cried too. 

In your LOVE, Oh my love,

                                       I smiled and cried too.                                                                      

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21. Can you come back?

Can you come back?

Can you come back -

if I say that I will stop saying you for your good things?

Can you come back -

if I say that I won’t wake you up early?

Can you come back -

if I say that I will never stop you from eating chocolates?

Can you come back -

if I promise that I will gift you a novel each day?

Can you come back -

if I say that I will no more restrict you from reading storybook in study time?

Can you come back -

if I will buy all types of dresses you want?

Can you come back -

if I give you double pocket money you want?

Can you come back - 

if I say that we will daily go for long drive?

Can you come back - 

if I say that daily we will eat outside?

Can you come back - 

if I prove you that I miss you so much?

Can you come back - 

if I say that my arms are empty without you?

Can you come back - 

if I say that I cry hidden regularly?

Can you come back - 

                        if I say that I love you and will be forever?                            

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19. Unspoken Promises …

Unspoken Promises

Unspoken Promises …

Some unspoken promises lives within my heart,

Some unseen elements are of our loves part.

I too had seen a dream,

To make you my Queen.

To give you all the happiness you deserve,

But I failed in that it’s my bad luck.

To gift a life full of only love,

But all that has stolen in advantage of fog.

We both will make a beautiful our world,

Now there is nothing so called.

We will dance with falling rains,

Now the tears of my eyes replaced the rains.

With the lots of kisses I start your day,

Now you are not with me what can I say.

I help you in most of our work,

Not able to do as I am in dark.

I will fulfill your wishes it’s my promise,

Give me a chance and come back please. 

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18. Please Return ...

Please Return ...

Please return my sleepiness, my peace.
Please return my pain my love.
The extent of sleepiness I have lost,
The extent of peace I have lost.


It was my fault that I loved you,
For the fake love of yours I was waited through.
What color my faith has taken,
I got punishment for what reason.
I was thirsty for your love.
I had expectation to get it.

Please return those thirstiness and expectation.
To the extent of thirstiness i kept inside,
To the extent of expectation I classified.


See how much tension to my endearing heart,
There is other sadness from this love except.
Please don’t take assessment of my love,
Please don’t take my life for the sake of God.
The extent of dreams I have seemed for you,
The extent I missed you.

Please return those misses and shattered dreams.
To the extent of dreams I had perceived,
To the extent I had missed.

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17. THIRSTY

Thirsty

Thirsty to see you,

Thirsty to adore you.

   I believe that one day you will come back to my life.

Don’t you have any heart?

How didn't you understand my love?

What lack in my love?

Why did you played with me?

What you get in return?

                    Why did you come to my life and why did you gone?                                 

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16. I am SORRY...

I am SORRY

I am sorry that 

I came to your life.

I am sorry that 

I showed my care for you.

I am sorry that 

I fall in love.

I am sorry that 

I started making dreams.

I am sorry that 

I wish to make you my queen.

I am sorry that 

I trust you.

I am sorry that 

                             I still and will forever love you.                                             

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15. Being alonE - 5

Being alonE - 5

My love for is true and will be,

But you always take it easy.

Why you came to my life?

I was okay and any how survive.

I had learned how to live alone,

Without love.

Why did you show your love to me?

What did you get in returned?

If you came to my life, showed care and give your love,

 then why did you gone?

Why did you make me again Being alonE…

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13. ONE DAY ...

ONE DAY

One day I will stop meeting you,

I am just giving you a clue.

One day I will move out of your world.

That day I will again become a nerd.

One day you will seek for me,

And you will longing to see.

One day you hate yourself,

Hate just for your quell.

One day you will want to stop me,

But you won’t,

Because that day I will be only memories,

Which only you count …

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12. SOLITUDE.

SOLITUDE

You said you will be always with me,

Now why you go?

      

You said you will always make me happy,       

Now why not so?

You said you will support me,

Now why you say no?

You said you will share my pain,

Now why you don’t?

You said you will make my life,

Now why you don’t?

You said you will come back to me,

Now I am waiting why you won’t?

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11. Being alonE - 4

Being alonE  -  Broken Heart ...

Sorry for loving you,

Sorry for caring you.

I don’t believe it that you are gone,

I don’t believe that you made me alone.

I don’t believe that you never back to me,

I don’t believe that now we will never meet.

I don’t believe that all our dreams collapsed,

I don’t believe that all our good time has passed.

I don’t believe that my smile stopped,

I don’t believe that my heart paused.

I don’t believe that for you now I am none,

I don’t believe that I am again Being alonE …

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10. H O P E ...

H O P E ...

In a hope I didn't sleep at night,

that you will come to meet me, as sparkling star.

In a hope I start my day,

that you will call me and give me an opportunity 

to hear your angelic voice.

In a hope I do stare at door,

that you will come and bring my smile.

In a hope I hide my tears,

that if you see it then it will hurt you.

In a hope I respire,

                that I could inhale your fragrance.                  

In a hope I am living,

That one day you will back to my life …

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7. I LOST It ...

I LOST it ...

The beautiful morning when my eyes open by seeing her cute smiling face, 

I LOST it…

The first coffee of the day which prepared by her with extra sugar of love added, I LOST it…

The hug and a sweet kiss over the forehead as a lovely day wishing after breakfast, I LOST it…

The silly naughty messages and calls during my office hours, 

I LOST it…

The special call to know how was the lunch which she prepared, 

I LOST it…

Waiting for me at balcony with searching eyes in the evening, 

I LOST it…

The sweet romantic gossip while taking evening tea, 

I LOST it…

Head massage of my fabricated headache though it was just one of my tricks to get her attention, I LOST it…

My help in preparing dinner in an intention to hold her from back side, 

I LOST it…

My hand which was used as pillow by her while sleeping in the night, 

I LOST it…

Her continuous naughtiness during weekends just to teasing me, 

I LOST it…

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